Sunday, April 2, 2017

Losing Your Virginity

I hate this phrase.... like.... a lot! I didn't misplace it, I know EXACTLY where I left it.


Honestly though, didn't lose anything when I started having sex. I gained knowledge. I gained a new understanding on a part of life that I was unsure about up until that moment. I gained a new level of intimacy with my partner, and a new way to be intimate with future partners. I will never see my becoming sexually active as a loss and I really wish we would stop teaching girls that it is a loss. Sex can be an awesomely wonderful experience when it is not clouded in shame. I hope that if/when I have a daughter she will not live in a world where there is so much shame around it. Until then I will keep telling the world how I feel and hope for the best!


Saturday, April 1, 2017

Fiction Friday (on Saturday) Pt 1. Corruption

“Your soul will scream for mercy and you will have none...” He growled into her ear.

She shuddered and arched her back slightly trying to press her body against his touch as his long slim fingers traced a line from just behind her ear, down her neck and between her breasts. A small sound escaped her lips and a slight smile curled at the edges of her mouth.

“Promise?”

He through his head back and an unholy laugh ripped from his throat, he then leaned down and kissed her deeply. His fingers traced farther down her body, across the plane of her stomach stopping just before he reached the waistband of her panties. She whimpered and lifted her hips slightly urging him to keep going, instead his hand flew to her throat gripping it tightly.

“Do you think this is a game... that I wont destroy you...”

He runs the tip of his tongue across the line of her jaw. She closes her eyes and revels in the sensation of the cool hand against her throat, her breathing only slightly hindered by the pressure. She lets out a sound almost like a purr.

“Oh but I know you will... you already have” she says in a breathy moan. “You ruined me years ago, my destruction has been a slow one.”

Anger welled in his chest as he squeezed her throat a bit tighter, his other hand moved quickly to her hips, he dug his nails into the ridge of her hip and drug them down the side of her leg bringing the panties with. Slowly he releases her throat and lays kisses where his hand had been. She smiled and ran a hand across the top of his head, entangling her fingers in his hair.

He kissed across her collar bone and down her chest, before sinking his teeth into the sweet flesh of her left breast, she almost screamed but was quickly silenced as he let go and took her nipple into his mouth flicking his tongue over the little bud. His hand moved over the small patch of smooth skin before slipping his fingers between her legs circling her clit and smiling at how wet she already was. Her back arched when he found that almost perfect pattern of movement, he slowed and slid his fingers lower and slowly entered her, probing gently. She moaned loudly and stared up at him, his grin was wicked and oozing with evil. He removed his fingers and brought them to her lips. Without any hesitation she opened her mouth and suckled on his fingers tasting herself on him. He groaned feeling himself stiffen more, his cock as ridged as the cool alabaster he appeared to be carved from.

“Woman you will be the death of me...” he watched her haematic red lips part as she released his fingers he quickly caught her mouth with his. His tongue parting her lips and then exploring her mouth swirling around her tongue, sliding against her teeth. He moaned against her mouth as she snaked a hand down his stomach to the bulge in his leather pants. She tugged at the lacing and only struggled slightly before releasing him and begins to push the pants off his hips. He breaks their kiss and stands to lose the pants. He drops to his knees and crawls back towards her with a wicked grin.

She smiled back at him, she loved him. Everything in her craved him and his touch, he was like a drug to her, intoxicating and alluring. She had walked through hell to get to him more than once and would do it again if necessary. Whatever spell he had over her was strong and lasting. It was warm and heavy like the scent of vanilla and tobacco, it wrapped around her like a blanket and she reveled in it.

He moved with quick precision, hands running up her calves, over her thighs and to her hips. He pulls her to him and then pauses looking over her for a moment. She had a smile that would melt you if you were lucky enough for her to share it with you. Her eyes were blue, but not in a shocking or striking way, and yet still out of the ordinary, the centers a gray blue with an almost raven black blue ring at the outer edge. He leaned forward and kissed her sweetly before slipping into her with enough force to pull a moan deep from within.


Tuesday, March 14, 2017

Sex and Death Pt. 1

There is an interesting relationship between sex and death and they seem to go together fairly often. I personally and very passionate about both subjects. I want to promote both Death and Sex positivity, and educate. I am planning on pursuing a funeral sciences degree in school and probably studying human sexuality as well.  I am going to go more in depth into the relationship of the two subjects in  my next post. In the mean time:

Here is an awesome video from Caitlin who I adore and her friend Conner. Enjoy!


Monday, March 13, 2017

Where have you been...

What can I say, Im a flake. Honestly I was off living life... and life sure is funny sometimes... I honestly wonder if I am living in a walking dream in which I am a character in some book, I understand that this is common and Im not special for feeling this way but damn.

December 7th my car died, spectacular! Whats today... oh yea Jan 14th... still do not have my car yet. In a comedy of errors, I am reunited with the man I have been in love with for 15 fucking years...So... on Jan 20 I arrived in Coeur D'Alene ID and enjoyed sex for the first time in months! We later moved to Portland and have been doing well out here. I am in the process of revamping the blog and trying to recover some posts that seem to have disappeared somehow.

So yeah! Please feel free to send in questions comments etc! I look forward to being here again and have miss you all!

Rose

Thursday, March 17, 2016

Free the nipple - a response

A day or so ago I  posted a video on FB about the free the nipple movement. Below is a comment I received and my response.


Ok.... I want to point out a couple things here. 
A. We do NOT urinate from our vaginal but through our urethra.
B. The vagina is only the opening and canal that leads to the cervix and then to the uterus.
C. The rest of that area consists of labia majora, labia minora, clitoris, and mons pubis. 

Now that we have gotten the anatomy lesson out of the way. The female genitals are not inherently sexual. Yes they are sex organs, however the sexualization of said organs is the creation of society and people in general. The uterus and vagina were designed to bear children, not to be sexualized in the way the have been. The ass is simply the exit  through which we expel bodily waste, again sexualized by society.

Is not an excuse to get naked its about having the same freedom as men to be as exposed or covered as we want to be.